My Life As a Book

i wonder if i wrote a story of my life what dark secrets would i reveal would i really what to go through this twice if i read about the way i lived the pain i cause to some i was blessed to meet the shame brought to mom from my life in the streets the love i betrayed by messing around or the heart i saved with the love i found would i really like the way things looked if i viewed my life in a book after constantly turning through page after page going over all the dumb mistakes that i made yea been more places than some , to some i've done more things might appear to a small group that i lived somewhat like a king but they are only on the outside looking in at my life not knowing how it comes with such a great price although there are some nice ending to some of my stories and its to God i owe that glory but how much must be read before we reach that chapter for my life is not the story that many would have sought after