My Life

If you looked into the doors of my soul, would you see my pain? Or is it forever masked by my smile? As i live life a thousand miles an hour in slow motion, am i forgotten by GOD, or forsaken by the DEVIL? Nauseated by mans' exceeding need of approval. So why do i feel the need to be approved? Undecided on what path to take in life's perilous journey. I am undaunted of my futures uncertainty. Am i undermining mans' determination to influence my subconscious thought of self worth? Certainly as pandemonium sets in, reality comes to light and I leave all self doubt in the dark. Pardoning all judgement, i forever stay society's pariah.