My Fear

i’ve always thought i didn’t have any fears that i was never scared of anything like spiders, or the dark i could over come it easily but when it came to you i was terrified not of you but the feelings i felt with you you made my stomach flutter and my face red you made me giggle a laugh i didn’t know i had you made me stare in a way i didn’t want to you made me nervous to the touch and you made me stutter every word i wanted out there wasn’t an escape when you weren’t there either you. were. always. there. the simple thought of you made me flutter with joy there wasn’t a way out you were like a disease, a sickness but unlike a disease i didn’t want you to go i wanted you to stay to hug me and tell me the parts of your day i wanted you you had infected my heart with your love and i loved it i loved everything about you your hair your laugh your eyes sparkling the way you made a face at anything confusing and the way nothing stopped you ever i loved every part about you you gave me love but i fear exactly that.