My Ending

I feel as if my soul's been ripped out You've taken a serrated knife to my aching heart I feel this pain so deep Yet I can not cry I don't want you to see me hurting It kills me that you don't even know You don't see the glisten of my blood upon the floor In my mind I scream out to you Open your eyes... open your heart Don't you feel my sorrow? I can taste my pain.. acid yet sweet And all because I can not face you I can not allow you to know How deeply I hurt, how much I feel Still I know these thoughts are selfish End my torture please I know that love will never come Take from me this endless ache Dull and merciless it has become I want to hide in your arms Yet you've never offered them And now I realize why I have been such a tortured fool An idiot among scholars For everyone knew but me I suppose one day I will look back upon this night And know that I was foolishly blind Thinking that you could ever care for me When in reality, no one ever will I suppose one day my tears will dry My cries might be heard This pain might be stilled I know that I am a hopeless fool Selfish in the matters of the heart But no matter, I will get over you, or...