My Dearest Misery

My dearest misery Oh how- I pray for your disappearance With your black hair, grey eyes All I want Is that I don't want to see your disguise Your real nature Is brutal Making me think that way That I cannot be loved Or that Soothing voice reassuring me that I am not good enough With all my profanity I ask you Stay away from me! I'm tired of this This pain This humiliation This sadness I'm done with it! It was all because of You And your voice You in the back of my mind My dearest misery Please now Lay that noose around your voice So I can die it down For maybe moments Or eternity Depends on you So I can vanquish Your ghastly comfort From my past days And now My current moments