My Dearest Ema

My dearest Ema, I’ve shortened your name but I won’t apologize even in written form you still manage to make my skin quiver and raspy Oh Ema, how I long for your goodbye I’ve dealt with your irritating subtleties much too long meds keep me sane no more and the smother of an omnipotent lover none should ponder your crimson inducing breaks, too unbearable, would happen to me of all people I’m the lucky one I guess posed with this challenge to live with an insatiable pest who’s physical abuse is evidence of unrest who’s unceasingly vile and hungry appetite scorns till skin deep only to regurgitate any sense of purity leaving behind a slaughterhouse of pain short of perverse which might have soothed me DAMN YOU my mute agony would suffice no longer I HATE YOU YES I DO SINCERELY AND PASSIONATELY all the while I appreciate your candor but I’m not impressed, never was actually for when I pass who will host your shenanigans for my soul is immortal and you know no soul it was all for nothing and so there comes a point one is best off among enemies because there are no gimmicks because a snake is a snake is a snake make no mistake and now, with our relationship at stake let me wake with a clean slate as if you were gone