My Days End

Dripping water Dripping blood Laying in this now cold bath Life is ebbing slowly away As the colour from me fades To a sickly shade of whitish grey I have longed for this moment I have yearned for this numb pain Dreaming of the light growing dim And the end of my days Signifying an end to all this suffering I cannot see away through this As my blood clots upon the floor And in this blissful tranquil moment Someone kicks opens the door And says I am here to save you So don't worry you are quite safe now It felt like an arrow through my heart And as they left to ring for help I slid under and drowned Because it's my life and I decide when and how It ends I am determined it ends now.