My Day of Being Happy

I didn't met it, not received it!
my day of being happy was there!
just in the air, blowing in the wind
was waiting for the moment to come
but I was still failing, just loosing.
my me of the other day was still somewhere
just chasing the opportunity of my competition.

I couldn't remember well, just my first time of dating
cause I've never had one
I tried to put my mind in, but my heart was else where
I should have seen it coming, but I failed it.
This is the day of my sorrow, the opposite of what I was believing.

My day of being happy, will ever come or it happened?
can't remember the time, not even the day
nor the year or the hour, but all I know is that!
am still on that chair, that one of waiting.
Yes! am still waiting, but what am I waiting for?
I most of times don't believe in me, cause all I do is loosing my mind
and lost in my thoughts.

I may not enter, but I'll still waiting 
but I still can't know what,yes I lost my me.
Today it shall be the day, but it is the night now!
but why? I don't feel me anymore, I have to give up!
no! I can't! 
Still loosing but I will one day not the night.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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