My Crystal Blue

We walked home Hand in hand You were just a girl me a boy pretending to be a man We held tightly to our nothing Wrapping it fully within the wanting Not really knowing who we were or what we were needing So it was so easy to sink into heavy breathing Me the innocent boy you my ingenue We loved each other for a time It seemed the right thing to do You were my cynosure a crystal blue eyed angel naked and demure Tentatively innocent yet somehow you seemed so sure I wanted you to unlock my sad lonely still I kept looking elsewhere for a cure A panacea for the missing parts inside of me So I searched wanting to see my sempiternal possibility Feelings ineffable I wanted so bad to feel full Why couldn't I hold onto us or resist the pull I was a sad black sheep searching for virgin wool I thought maybe beyond my awkward stammer in the wider world of glamour I could be a mellifluous camper Yet secretly I knew I was neither lissome or free Why did I give up the us in we? Binding myself in a place I was never meant to be There in a chatoyant box locked with a golden key It would take years For me to be able to see What my crystal blue baby seen inside of me In the end knowing I was loveable is what set the boy free You showed me the man I was meant to be! I completed Silent's ten word challenge.