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i rip open my wardrobe door
i fling the clothes 
left
right 
covering the mess i made 
i could clean it up 
or i could leave it 
leave all the clothes scattered across the floor 
as if it were a map to understanding me 
behind every messy room is a deeper story 
shirts that drape over my chest that were supposed to  protect me  
ripped open with criticism 
the armour of the shoulder padded blazer wasn’t enough to protect me
the tie  that snakes around my neck 
strangling me 
the top button of my shirt bites into me 
sinking it’s venomous teeth 
poisoning my mind 
do i look ok 
are my clothes alright 
i pull them off of me 
scrubbing my skin 
trying to be clean from certain clothes 
but once someone sees you wearing something risky 
once you flash someone 
once you undress infront of someone 
you cannot take it back 
but these are just clothes 
right?
i can cover up and wear new ones 
try find new armour to repair the old 
and my room is just my room 
i can just shove all those clothes ok my floor to the side 
i can continue to hide under the piles 
and i am just me
but there is no escaping that skin of clothes.
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mysore Avatar
July 21, 2024 at 9:27 PM
so well written, 'my room is just my room' , 'i am just me' brings out so much calmness. congratulations dear poet.
George Avatar
July 20, 2024 at 3:28 PM
Congratulations Amelie on your win.
Woods Avatar
July 20, 2024 at 7:46 AM
Congrats on first place! Xoxo
Thomas Avatar
July 20, 2024 at 6:49 AM
Congratulations on your first-place trophy win in my contest! You took me on a breathtaking journey from opening the door to who you are, getting into the messiness of it, then to a violation and subsequent reparation and resignation of self. This is intimate and raw and doesn't shy away from the truth of examining self through the lens of dress to articulate experience. Again, really well done.
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