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Multiple Sclerosis A Invisible Disease

My heart hurts my soul is depleted 
I used to walk around feeling so undefeated 
The pain is at a tipping point & I just can't beat it

My brain is killing me & my body follows suit 
Sometimes I wonder if I should just pick it up & shoot
Early morning headaches feel like a tumour 
Take 12 of these it'll make relief come sooner 

Spinal tap & a few MRI's later 
They say more pills will make my chances greater 
Side effects put me in a dark place 
Im scared when I look in the mirror I'll see my killers face
But my son shouldn't have to live through that disgrace 

Why me is the answer I want to know 
When I pray where do those thoughts go 
I tried to be the best person I could 
But my life is like ascalpel trying to cut through wood 
Pull myself up by my boot straps like you knew I could 
I can't  say it any clearer but you still misunderstood 

Copyright © | Year Posted 2019




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Date: 3/12/2019 6:01:00 PM
Hello Christopher Nova, I have friends that has in their way of doing thing Word Hobpthe same illness as you. They just try to do the best they can with whatever they want to doing things in their own way. Word Hobo and i will pray for you. Have a nice evening my friend.
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Christopher Nova
Date: 3/12/2019 6:09:00 PM
Thank you sooo much. I definitely appreciate it
Date: 3/12/2019 2:09:00 PM
Christopher, The frustration and pain you are experiencing is moving. My Son has MS, but thankfully he is stiil working and active. But the potential side effects of his meds and the JC virus can be terminal. Our thoughts & prayers go out to you . . .
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Christopher Nova
Date: 3/12/2019 2:13:00 PM
Thank you
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Christopher Nova
Date: 3/12/2019 2:13:00 PM
Thank you
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Christopher Nova
Date: 3/12/2019 2:11:00 PM
Thank you soon much ??