Multifaceted

All the pieces of me are scattered Across the intervening years Some places I left the beauty Some places I found the tears I'm an incomplete picture That fascinates for a while But then unfortunately takes up Far too much precious time Searching ever searching For the complete version of me When the fascination I hold Are the facets I try to chisel away I feel I need to be condensed To be more easily absorbed Simplified, easy going Not the uphill struggle and offence I have all the pieces I retain them out of order They are juggled to perturb Any and all approach Forgive me I call I don't mean to be difficult But I do It's how I test my worth