More About Nothing

This is more about nothing There's no happiness without suffering I'm dented because I fell to rock bottom without being caught by cushions This is more about nothing Drinking vodka with a mixer of pain and emotions Trying to shut off my feelings, but the pain is open I need someone to talk to, so I'll drunk call my ex and blame the emotions But I get so scared and clam up, I can't explain the moment She'll get mad and accuse me of playing games Not knowing I have a suicide note in my hand, someone take away my brain I don't want to think like this, I'm tired of the pain Caught right in the middle of the fire and the rain I like to bleed I feel like i deserve to hurt It also reminds me I'm alive, I don't want a nurse I hope dying isn't my only way to be free Depression locked me in a cage, no one is trying to free me Every princess thinks I can save them but don't realise I need saving more How long can I brave it for? I'm strong but tired, please Don't approach me in the wrong way They say life is short, so why am I having so many long days? This was more about nothing There's no happiness without suffering I'm dented because I fell to rock bottom without being caught by cushions This was more about nothing