Mom

Mom So many words to say, so many things unspoken where were you when all I needed was your love and devotion? To protect me from all the evil and darkness in this world But instead, you decided to sacrifice your own little girl… To be your husband’s play toy, to be touched inappropriately yet whenever I told you, you didn’t want to flee. Instead, you joined in and then it became three… I was a child, what was I supposed to do? I had no one to tell, because that person was supposed to be YOU! You were the person I was supposed to tell those things to whenever someone made fun of me, or took advantage of my body. Instead, you decided that your husband was more important, that you literally tainted our relationship And you made it become potent! How? What? And why? Do you know what you did to me made me want to die.... The torture of having to live with you every single day but having no other choice because I had no one to pay my way Of getting out of that hellhole… How is it that I can still think about someone I HATE so ing much? I can’t stand you for everything you did, and for every time You touched….me. You’re an evil horrible human being, and you didn’t deserve to be loved. But yet you were adored and loved by our whole family except for those who truly know what you and Keat did to me. You see Mom, your job as a mother was to care for me, nurture me, love me not abuse me, molest me, and let your husband have his way with me. But even after ALL the f-ed up stuff you did, strangely enough, you still raised a pretty awesome kid. Yes, ME…that’s right, it is me. Because the difference between you and I mother Is this………. You only cared what was in a man's pants, whereas I actually care for, cherish, nurture, and love my children with ALL of my heart. Because if I EVER found out that someone did to my kids, what you and your crappy husband did to me They’d be buried 12 feet underground with a hole in their head. But thank God, oh thank God, you’re already dead. So now I will never have to worry about my children growing up with you around, because all you ever did was bring everyone and everything down. The only one true thing I could ever thank you for is for giving me life, so I can raise my kids to be better than both you and I. Good Riddance and Goodbye.