Miss Poetrysoup

Hard, fast and rough to deep, slow and gentle, Things are never the same, Her words can often fill up my whole day, Then her words can extinguish the flame, When she makes me feel special, important and loved, I never want that day to end, By the next day I’m unwanted, let go and alone, I’m emotionally fragile instead, But I get off on this road, this rollercoaster highway, The push and the pull and the shove, I get off on the feelings of not knowing my life, Whether I’ll be hating alone or be loved, This relationship status, I don’t know what it is, But I do know I’m up for the fight, The maybe yes, maybe no, maybe nothing at all, When I log on to this poetry site.