Miss Autism

The doctor's office smelled of saline
And the lingering worries of diagnosis
"You sure she isn't just a bit shy?" 
"Nope, your daughter's got autism." 

Words hit my dear mother like a racecar
Her eyes of cloudy blue filled with tears
Would her creation ever succeed?
Or shrivel down to the ankles of society?

They watched as wooden blocks slipped
From my glistening fingertips
Scribbles of red ink glided over papers
And frowns painted faces with gloom

As maturity dawned upon me
Plenty became enlightened
They watched as 'brainy bambina'
Sailed her way to the aisle of books

"She reads so far above her age!" 
Teachers would shout with glee
Their eyes lit up like lavender candles
With a smile worth more than gold

If I could write neurodivergence a letter
I'd thank it for its contributions
Without its wit and knack for uniqueness
Poor old me would be just another societal slave

My time on Earth has been rocky and steep
Yet I found my male mirror image
We live like swans sharing a brook
Joined by our love to escape the box's clutch

My sovereignty scares the majority
They cry Munchausen, then flee
Don't they realize we share a podium
On the competition we call typical life?

It no longer bothers me
What others are too blinded to see.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Poteet Avatar
April 13, 2026 at 10:12 AM
A touching telling of victory over despair and some criticismover the years, I'm sure. It's about becoming what one is destined to become and how well you achieved satisfaction in doing so. Well-written; I congratulate you on your skill in narration here as well as your placement in Seth Pina's contest.
Bondarenko Avatar
April 14, 2026 at 3:21 PM
Wow, what an on-point comment. Thanks for visiting!
La France Avatar
April 11, 2026 at 11:26 AM
Florence, beautifully penned and congratulations on your win in the contest ~
Bondarenko Avatar
April 13, 2026 at 8:53 AM
Thank you very much!
Daniels Avatar
April 9, 2026 at 2:59 AM
A beautiful “I am” poem, Florence, filled with vulnerability. ThkU for sharing & congrats in Seth’s contest. Well done. Sending blessings. Xx.
Bondarenko Avatar
April 9, 2026 at 1:50 PM
How sweet of you! Thank you very much!
Pina Avatar
April 8, 2026 at 2:29 PM
Congrats on your placement in my contest, I have a cousin who is Autistic. He is like a brother that I never had, thank you for sharing your feelings. Hope all is well - Seth
Bondarenko Avatar
April 9, 2026 at 1:48 PM
Thank you very much again!
Wolf Avatar
April 5, 2026 at 1:15 PM
I think the word 'autism' should be erased from the English language. It can be so misleading!
Bondarenko Avatar
April 5, 2026 at 1:47 PM
Honestly, I personally would have rather kept with the separate diagnoses like they previously had, but I see why they merged them together (to a degree).
Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace