Minus Identify Who Am I contest

Without contrition or overt remorse I self condemn, quietly of course Objectively without any sin But how I fear that devil's grin As I don't strive to do my best Stride with ease through any test Proving nothing as I just coast Afraid to start, let alone boast Without identity, who am I Just a thought that passes by Making no difference to man or beast To be thought of never or the least I've not arrived, I'm unexisting Stuck at the start, just persisting Without a calling, wasting time On the wrong plain, not even in line I'm waiting on the next life to emerge Where all my learning will converge I've missed the boat this time around Got far too lost to ever be found