Mine Nightmare With Social Anxiety

Mine Nightmare With Social Anxiety,... Now Mostly Purged Decades removed when body electric felt tortured reverberated, and quaked with MegaDeath repercussions tattooing, piercing, foisting, ensnaring, drubbing drum beat indelibly 'pon psyche NON MEMORABLE years gone bye felled psyche with incorporation, viz alphabet chromed facebook, poetry soup of physio logical symptoms i.e. clammy palms, heart palpitation, irritable bowel syndrome, nausea, vertigo, et cetera (aside from above, I felt great) erupted bitta bing, bitta band tore rent cleaving, coping and crimping Matthew Scott Harris asunder forcefully endearing themselves like Dasher, Dancer, Prancer, Vixen, Comet, Cupid, Dinner broke repast and Blitzen) hopscotching (hither and yon, to and fro) from one University to another well nigh, particularly when paying a visit to college cafeterias, (an unpleasant effect explaining termination umpteen post high school institutions, I matriculated), especially when hungry hordes (like angry birds, long fostered century21 apes, or madding crowds of students rushing to lunch line, swelling sea of Muslims, or Christian crusades of yore - NO INTENT TO INSULT belief, credo, dogma, et cetera) practically stampeding their way en route to the Hajj) clamored to be fed sustenance, or spiritual succor respectively, but no sooner did this then rather bony gluteus maximus became situated at table (often whereby quick exit could be made in predictable panic stricken outcome pierced and hammered me with gut wrenching agony), the medley of organic constriction of throat re: named asphyxiation, furiously pounding ma poor heart, churning out hormonal adrenaline secretion, sans flight or fight, strong sensation, qua regurgitation (despite likelihood my bowels recently purged, per diarrhea courtesy of irritable gastrointestinal stress), disallowed even one morsel to appease thine palette, essentially salad days, whereat never did this liberal minded scrivener get trampled underfoot, but he experienced physical manifestations entailing great discomfort probably on par with devout pilgrimage to holy shrine of Mecca whar wren twittering within labyrinth of this mortal being i.e. christened Matthew Scott Harris, hid unseen live, googly-eyed, earth-linked, mailer daemons resounded with flickr, Go Daddy, hulu, instagramming, joyous, kick starter, pinterest ting, shutterfly ying, snap chatting, tinder quiet riot chorus of their unheard whatsapp penning yahoo kindling the trip wire of damned perspiration, laceration (stinging tips of metallic caw, pelting whipping, and zinging reflexively upon me body electric weighed down with glow ball chain) induced hallucination prodding sphincter muscle to go into overdrive vis a vis via defecation, (irritable bowel ran dire re:yah rampant) creating one wasted wreck of a human abomination kept in check sum i.e. sigma notation from unsuspecting observer, herewith ends general figurative broad- brush stroke pertaining to collective soul asylum wrenching episodes does injustice to panic attacks.