Mine Mean Mien Hence Deserved Cross To Bare

Mine Mean Mien, Hence Deserved Cross To Bare Upon reflection of fatherhood, onset of hands-on schooling fraught with narcissism a role I lept in unaware with slim success unknowingly portending how fatuous frolics spelled ultimate doom with theoretical strings attached, when snagged, sans marry in net utmost misery ties me psyche in knots unable to quiet refrain lamentably accepting harsh critique eldest of deux female offspring, when just a girl blurted her poor estimation of this papa, she claimed tubby ultimate true arbiter, I feel forced, no matter agonizingly pained to review nebulous parade of events brusque, defensive, harsh..., especially when whittling precious time see king in tryst ting extramarital dalliance "FAKE" Cassanova for erotic liaison upon unexpectedly espying eldest daughter peering over either shoulder minimized computer desktop windows snappishly answering "NOTHING" after "star student" knew online shenanigans, asper said responding and posting before Craigslist personals option axed - duet to solo sexual predatory malicious jackknifed gory deadly deeds done dirt cheap, this dada sought, and experienced intimate physical succor, never experienced till early adulthood emotional estrangement fallout impacted firstborn, who understandably smoldered with red hot poker rage evidenced, viz her little feet stomping away, perhaps... an outburst, viz violent tsunami slammed doors, perhaps accompanied by wounded sobbing, while obliviousness found yours truly resuming prospective sought infidelity (despite underhanded, undeserved, undetected...slam against spouse) after infuriating disruption unwittingly demolishing scaffolding short lived precious bond prior to Eden transitioning into young womanhood crumbling any vestige, where countless outings at local playgrounds, (within Narberth, Pennsylvania) became leering mockery as tawdry adulterous infractions, though many hours keying online rarely bore tangible results, nonetheless...repeated instances of my selfish prurient pursuits (remembrance of things past never forgotten by said progeny) definitely begat big chill hounding haunting spectres pronounce eternal damnation irretrievably renting asunder fractured winking happy days relegated to dustbin blunting shattered dynamic link, when both this papa and his progeny seemed so blissfully innocent!