Million Manias -Chapter 1-

It's a little bit scary in your shoes I am utterly confused and feeling your blues Where to go...oh no...where to go? Let me go like the wind's epic blow I can't stand your woe...your wretched woe I'll be strong again After I defeat the silent fear In my heart's den I must put on my bravery gear Never again will I take with me A broken heart from the start You fly through the crowd of glee While I'm getting ripped apart Whispers bleed through me Oh how I am a lizard on a tree In the meadows of my mind I try to walk away and unwind In the meadows of your million manias In the meadows of your perfect flaws I see you by my side But I cannot find My heart's desire beneath me... I am crying a sparkling sea In the meadows of ecstasy I don't mind being so blind You left me hanging out of my mind I want you in my arms I relax you with my charms I wish you were mine always You aren't here I shed tears of fear Don't cradle your lies Your cruel lullabies You're being shady once more Spread your bat wings and soar Always be abiding by my side All the time...at all times... I'm your archangel... I'm your archangel... You're my darling devil Acting so civil... Acting like a pill... Acting like a lunatic Let me say words so therapeutic But... I just can't go through your million manias again and again and again