Metaphor of Your Prayers

in the flesh in the gutter of life step by step to lead me to success for a better life to live what are we fighting for? if life picked a fight would god show up would the devil cry? metaphor of life prophetic lie? destiny? million dollar man read your contract proof of free will some day no fight over my deathwish but will you let me pass myself by some call me fate a destiny life's stages of awareness Life held hostage in the gutter showed up for your birthday who showed up for the fight? center stage of heartache of the worlds wars in the middle of poverty and who pulls which strings I am your metaphor of life tortured i will be discovered in the gutter \what you do from there isn't entirely up to me man's will to do good read your contract while you judge me one angel falls to take my pain away can you fake it just for one more day death takes its toll no love left for living celebration of the end whose gonna be there to stand up for you crucify yourself switching tracks the game driving me crazy would you believe it it could be true you dont suppose im for real misunderstood self loathing reality's birthday came true uninvited again to my own death bed