Men

I cant stand you! ahhhhhhhhh! you lie and lie and lie till their is nothing left of you nor me.Dont knock at my hearts door if you see no future,you are all the same with your lies and fake interest to lay beside me.I cant stand you.spear my heart the greif you care nothing of me! leave me alone now while i feel nothing for you. Damn you! nothing is true to me any more.Every night i dream of ending my life because of you.all i have is my purity,thats all i have ,and even then knowing you still try to take whats left of my dignaty,i shame you!i dont need you,i was fine without you.Im done so freaking done!...Now i know their are no good men left,not under rocks or feilds.and now fading away in my mind.there are no more.and i forced to give my soul away,throw my purity to the wolfs?..(crying)I could give you the world around us if it were true.giving you my lips to taste.showing you my soul with no shame.all if it where true...my faith is fading in you,please God send him to me!WHEN WILL YOU SEND HIM...to me...i cant stand you.