Me vs the Floor vs You
i’m on the floor
not by choice,
but by gravity
and the kind of despair
that smells like vodka
and the day’s last meal.
the room spins,
those ethnic carpets under my head
you bought from a guy who said
they were “hand-woven,”
probably made in a factory
by a 12-year-old
with better dreams than us.
and that painting?
i still don’t know who did it.
maybe god,
maybe one of your artsy friends
who supposedly learned ‘how to bleed’
without cutting skin.
the dog’s chewing off my limbs now.
she doesn’t bark,
just gnaws as if she’s got
some silent grudge against me.
maybe she does.
maybe she saw what i did
when you weren’t looking.
you don’t notice.
you’re staring at your own hands,
itching for something
that makes you feel
less alone
in the worst way.
you don’t like silence
unless it comes
from someone you’ve beaten
into it.
you want it all,
schedules,
goals.
i want
a closed door
and a window
with nothing behind it.
we used to talk.
now you time my answers.
you love the ticking,
not the bomb.
Copyright © Star InYourCar | Year Posted 2025
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