Maybe It's Everything

Maybe it's my bipolar, Flaring up once again… Maybe it’s God's Will That it’s happening… He will surely find me a cure To this sadness and madness within Maybe God's a phone call away Maybe He loves me still Eventually, I will endure today He’ll catch me as I fall away Acknowledge my pain, I pray Give me His healing rain today I’ve been caught up in the storm of utter dismay Where do I stand, Lord? You are my utmost Accord This world is full of joy and grief Shower upon me your healing relief How can I heal those in need? How come the world is full of greed? We all need love and comfort How come I feel guilty and hurt? We all need serenity…why can’t we all be free? How come the woeful world is in captivity? Somehow, we need answers please To settle our minds at ease Maybe it’s my depression Maybe even my anxiety, Getting in the way of sunlight today Maybe He forgives me for the wrongs and sins I have done thoughtlessly and foolishly He’ll catch me as I fall away Mend my emotions, I pray Maybe it’s my schizophrenia Maybe I’m a worthless flaw and all Maybe life’s a mere delusion In the busted mirror's reflection Maybe, just maybe I’m falling apart because I’m feeling blue… It’s nothing new cuz you’ll never know what I’ve been through Maybe it’s my insomnia I know I shouldn’t label myself With these conditions and symptoms… I should go and love myself for a change… Maybe Satan will be put away for a thousand years God promises that He will protect me from my fears Maybe I’m falling into place cuz I’m telling the truth My disorders isn’t my fault…it isn’t my fault… Soon, all of the chaos in mind will come to a halt Maybe… It’s everything that’s wrong with me…I wonder oh so anxiously Maybe… It’s everything that’s meant to be…I ponder about it vigorously Maybe… It’s everything that’ll set us free in liberation possibly...fortunately.. Maybe… It's everything that I’m struggling with that will make everyone relate to me