Love Eternally

when you die and go to Heaven please don't forget me for I will not forget you I sit in your room upon your bed and I realize how much I miss you people who do not love me will grieve with me at your grave site I need not their forgiveness for loving you when you suffer from illness coughing up blood my tears stream silently Don't linger for me, go in peace melt away into the earth be free suffer no more You turn your head towards me, life slips by, I close your eyes. they stare at me but they do not see me I was never good enough except for blame ashes to ashes, the rain is soft and cool in Heaven smile for me in my dreams comfort me keep my name in your prayers Yes I am selfish, wanting your love eternally...