Louder
“Be louder,
I can’t hear”
Hear it all the time
I’m not one
To scream or yell
Or be loud all the time
“Too quiet,” they say
“Don’t you want
To be heard?”
And I understand
This, but it can’t
Be helped
I am one to
Rather hide than
To make a scene,
To fall back rather
Than to take a stand
For what I believe
I’ve always been
Terrified of yelling
Directed at me
Or others, it does not
Matter, I go into
A state of mind,
Of primal fear,
Immediate fight
Or flight, though
Mainly flight
Either that or
Immediate shut
Down from the
Whole entire world
Somewhere in
My subconscious
There might be
Something of
That fear holding
Me back from
Being able to yell
Or it may be
Another reason
I’ve never been
One to want
All the spotlight,
Too scared of
The prospect of
Being all out there,
Showing off everything
Being the center
Of attention, I
Would not like it
Except for at
Times, but not
Very much
Screaming puts
You at the front
Point of all
People’s attention
As I said,
I don’t want
That kind of
Attention
Yelling is just
Not something
I really want,
It’s something
I’d rather get
Rid of altogether
But what does
It matter since
I’m never even
Heard
Written on May 7, 2020
Copyright © Dylan Ravenclaw | Year Posted 2021
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