Lost You To the Darkness

I hardly feel the beat in my heart anymore. My voice, my courage has gotten so weak I can barely fight you anymore. I don't know what 's wrong all I know is that it hurts. I'm sitting here broken hearted wishing I could be yours again. I don't even know if that's a possibility , I don't even know if you were ever really into me. All I know is that for 2 months I tamed the beast inside you. I gave you a taste of the slow lane... Cause god knows your a number one player and go from girl to girl. I know you never meant to hurt me and that if you could you'd probably be back here with me. It was something I could feel in your kisses... like I was changing you for the better. You said you didn't think you were right for me, that you were trying to suppress the darkness and stay a while. I know you tried. That's why it hurts. Cause even though I was just a pit stop on your bumpy road I still feel it in your eyes that you wish you could touch the light one more time. I didn't care what anyone said... they all knew secretly that I was going to get hurt and I did. But the one thing I would have regretted is listening to my friends instead of my heart because you were heaven to me. Every kiss, every hug, every moment of just being with you was heaven. You know when someone tells you something is bad for you stay away... well no matter how bad you were I kept gravitating your way. Maybe that's a sign. Being with you has changed us both. I can read it in your eyes. I lost you to the darkness yet I still feel like their's hope.