Lost

There once was a time that I shined so bright In a room filled with people I was the spot light Though something changed A tragic event that haunts me everyday When I was alone he took the advantage and left me saddened I can only be reminded of the days I can’t get back The days before he took it all away My uncontrollable laughter The way I didn’t care about the consequences to my actions because being reckless was regular The time when I knew who I was and who I wanted to be Now I don’t shine as bright In a room filled with people I dodge being the spot light The matter of fact is I’m broken Mixed emotions And crying for unexplained reasons is what I’m left with