Looser

tried so very hard (really one watching objectively from the sidelines might have said that s/he was trying to hard in fact) to be something that s/he was not, by sucking up & sucking off the man in order to be loved by the mass, in order to be “the next big thing,” in order to be cared about, when all along the way s/he lost more & more of him/herself in the doing, until one day s/he said **** it to everything & suddenly in the ceasing of all giving a ****, his/her art was oh so much better, his/her sleep was so much more satisfying, the food even had a better taste & all began to come easier with a smooth flow.