Long Sighted

What an oddity Doing fine But my mind is being pulled So many directions Trying hard to grasp Focusing Where I am going It just keep on running Hearing you talking Goes on and off Feeling my soul floats Then comes back Paying attention Being in the moment Yet being in halves Uncooperative Wondering What is happening Hoping Not to loose myself Amongst the chaos Telling myself I am still here I am ok Let these recurrent thoughts Set the records straight Free myself from shortcomings Forgive myself Because I am tired Trying Fulfilling Which in return For nothing Wanting when Opening my eyes Jumping out of bed Spring of excitement Getting things going Engrossed Being amused when learning Knowing I can do so little Hoping so hard It will shine through Hope it is enough To wake me up Looking back Grinning That I have done what I can Shaking my head In tears Cannot... Give... Up... © Sue Sanzz 2020