Lingering thought

Feelings, I hope not anymore. Today I dreamed about you, what I didn't in a long time. I sat at a chair at the hallway out of nowhere facing a blank blue wall. You came, didn't chose the direction where there was space, but next to where I sit. My legs were holding in the air the ehole time. You were with your friend. I looked at you, you didn't mind me nor my legs. So you passed by my legs. But I didn't let my legs fall. Full of stubborn I held them against yours, so you cannot go this way. Ofcourse you didn't let go. Nor did I. Stronger somehow you still were. But my one leg reached for the other, still pushing you in the back. I won't allow you to cross my path. Now, I woke up at 14:33. And I always wake up at 9