Life

Live how u want because at the end of the day you die and nothing matters. Do what you want. Worse case scenario you die. I feel so lost and weird. I want to live but i also want to die. I don't know why I feel this way. I feel on top of the world and in hell at the same time. I don't understand why people call Suicidal or people who have committed suicide selfish when all they wanted was to be seen and heard. Yeah it hurts to lose someone but imagine how they felt before they died. They were hurt and sad but they kept a fake smile for the ones they loved. They weren't selfish it was the ones they loved who are selfish. No one cares until you're gone. Listen to the quiet ones when they say something is wrong because you never know what's going on in their heart or head. They love you but hate feeling the way they do. They want to be happy and in peace.