Letter To Anette

Baby, I’m so sorry, I know I’m the worst thing that could’ve happened to you. I’m your biggest pain, Your greatest suffering. I’m so sorry. You deserve better, You deserve everything good, Everything that makes you happy and full of joy. If you want me out of your life, I would understand. I don’t even want to have myself in my life. I miss you, Very much. I’m so proud of the woman you’re turning out to be, And the amazing human being you are becoming even more each day. You are the most amazing person I have in my life, Or at least one of them, But you are definitely high up there. You have the power to make me or break me, And sometimes you don’t even need to speak. At your short age, You are one of my role models, I wish to be as smart, driven, happy, healthy and beautiful as you. I’m so sorry for all the pain I have caused you. Believe me, It’s not what I yearned for when dreaming of having a little sister. I hope I can one day be your best friend, And make you proud, Maybe you could even get to love me as much as I love you.