Know This At Least I Did Try 2 Reach Out 2 U
Confused are you
As i with you
Exactly where and a what point
Did we both in fact get lost
Was it
I
Or
Was it you
All of which is both now
rendered irrelevant
Because i'd have to look up
it's been so long since
This our and 2 sided conversation
began to cease
To become 1 on 1 falling upon
deaf and silent ignoring closed
off ears
If i am and may please get to
have the final say and word
Never doubt i did my level best
to try and reach out to you
And if you don't believe me check
your phones missed call list
I must have left you over a
thousand plus messages
trying wishing to apologise
For to this day i stil do not know
what exactly for
Because you never took the
time to return my calls
Have my say or even speak
Instead you simply just pressed
delete , reset and carried on
about your daily life regardless
Come to think of it actually the
silent treatment was so
deafening
Just how stupid was i not to realize
What you meant to me
Was obviously not reciprocated
As i did not mean that much to you
And though it hurts and pains
me still
As the age old saying goes
sometimes it better to be cruel
than kind
And you did me a massive favour
By showing me your true colours
Before my broken heart was
even more taken in
And the line's become more and
more blurred because you are
incapable of holding and
fighting back the tears
Copyright © Christopher Flaherty | Year Posted 2021
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