Just Ventin

The pain i got is wasted thought would they care if i was gone!!!! would it matter? im just getting sadder i hear more and more i feel i was before who can see the after i feel im falling hard i decide im writing faster i had dogs barking people calling hearts throbbing weird masters i aint hearing them blaming me for nothing im clearly not doing good my mind has been a disaster im putting pieces back together to find the answers i do love my fam but they dont hear me though they shrug it off like im just a joke they see me smile but behind my eyes i got pain i forgivem for sure cause i dont wanna share the blame its all me its all all all me