Just a Disguise

Should I stay quiet or speak out Should i keep it in, and not make a sound If i open up, and tell the truth Will people be concerned I don't wish to keep it inside I don't wish to speak my mind I don't want to talk about my life Again I find a place to hide My emotional state is so bad I cant believe i don't wish to live, How can this be happening, Its like a nightmare that I live. I wish i can open my eyes, and say it is a dream But in reality, its all for real Maybe one day, i can forget it And move on with my life But until that happens My life is a lie People see me and don't realize What they see is just a disguise