June Mornings

Sun slips through slits in the blinds The faint light awakens my senses. I use to feel a void An emptiness My hollowness was an extension Of my own forced missteps. I spent so long wasting time Confused and scared. Alone and cold. Mistakes in the past still feel so fresh. As if that’s all I was made for All I was bred for. I was brought here by choices I’ll never forget Emotions I thought were legit. The pain of the past is what pushed me towards this light This sun that spills through To remind me and Pushes the morning forward. I’ll never know all the answers And I’ve always been a little scared. Until The sun cuts through the window Coloring the darkness and coating your face. And when our eyes meet for the first time each new day I know there is no where I would rather be.