Judas Kiss

The robbery of the soul...
The trampling of boundaries 
like a frenzied stampede of 
elephants..
The cutting of ties that bound 
us with reckless abandon.
 Emblazoned with it's name, 
PRIDE, across the blade,  
It's a slash to the face that 
stoically said "I do",
A stab to the back that never 
turned on you.
Face pale from the blood loss 
and from the fear of what is to 
come...making it hard move. 
Need a transfusion of Life....
This is not civility....this is not 
friendship....This is not who I 
once knew

Plastic bags and suitcases,
Shattered drywall and dreams,
Neon lights and breakbeats, 
Cold nights and empty sheets, 
nicotine and alcohol dreams, 
things are not what they 
seemed....

Trying to break the downward 
spiral, this wasteland is a 
strange land to me
We're not where we're 
supposed to be, you see

Just a thread of hope is all I 
asked for,
And I would have woven a 
beautiful tapestry to cover you 
with.

I'm sending desperate heavenly 
petitions in the middle of the 
night,
Eloquence is replaced because 
of desperation and urgency 
with wordless groans, 
The moans of a weary soul 
stuck in the pit of despair 
Hands covered in blood 
clutching my chest, 
The blade has run straight 
through the heart 
Et tu Brutes? 
The lack of rhyme or reason 
makes it hard to fight for 
breath
Struggling for gasps of air.....no 
air.
I refuse to concede my mind to 
the madness, 
To turn my heart over to a 
fallen angel feast as they have 
done already 
The unwarranted meal is no 
more,
I wait for the Sonrise to 
illuminate 
Because the reasons and 
chasms in between are great. 
The narrow road is treacherous, 
can't see through the fog
Ears strain to hear the voice of 
God.
Angels come dislodge the blade 
Before the poison of Bitterness 
begins seep through the veins. 
It's covered in deep red. 
Forged from dark depths, 
begging me to pick it up and 
wield it just the same for 
revenge.  
Rage and righteous indignation 
consume me and justify my 
desire to reach for it, 
But Devine Hands stay mine, 

"This is not the weapon for this 
warfare.....trust Me"

No answers or reasons...... only 
promises given 
That in this wasteland  
The myrtle and acacia will rise 
where thorns and thistles grow
Streams will flow from where 
desert winds blow
So that people may see and 
understand.....
Promises of Strength, 
Restoration
So carry on....
Diamonds are not made on 
white sandy beaches, 
And warriors are not groomed 
at their mother's breast.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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March 10, 2016 at 12:22 AM
nice to see this one again. LINDA
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March 6, 2014 at 4:12 PM
Ps., Congrats, On The Well Deserved Feature!
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March 6, 2014 at 4:05 PM
† Exceptionally Written And Expressed Verse: Quite Profound As Captivating ˜ While History Speaks Plain And Loud Tis Everclear That We Live Within An Age Of Reasons ? I'm Reading About This Mountain Lion Standing Over A Just Killed By It German Shepard: The Heart Bends A Tad Bit ˜ These Are Just Animals; But My Thought Is Such: Knowing, 'Our Beautiful Father's Love:' I Am Very Hard Pressed To Ever Believe This Is The Way It Didn't Have To Be ? Smile, It's Coming To A Close....Love John
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February 20, 2014 at 5:41 PM
Tough and awesome material Justin, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you enjoy the community, as I did when I first join the soup March 2010. You will find many friendly poets, who ready to take you under the their wings, and support and offer any kind of feedback. I will be around to help you grow with the community, if you like. I look forward to meeting and reading any poems or smiles you offer. :) :) :) We are one big happy family. (Drama & Love) ~ Take Care!! From: your new poet friend @-> LINDA <-@
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February 20, 2014 at 1:32 PM
- Warm welcome to PoetrySoup,Justin - I choose your first well written poem - hope you will write many poem in the future- Hope you will be satisfied with our "soup family" - we are many .. but has plenty of room for you too- PoetrySoup Rule1: Be kind and keep PoetrySoup a haven. PoetrySoup is a drama free zone(Comment on the poetry of others and they will comment on yours.) Thank you posted your words and thoughts here, I want to come back to read more another day. - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
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February 20, 2014 at 10:49 AM
Justin, , Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will find much delight, in reading and in time become familiar with your way of writing. But, for the mean time, I will greet you with the same smile, other poets passed when I first join the soup 4 years ago. I wish you the best when it comes to your poems. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here. Starting with me. SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you like. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND". Hugs* SKAT
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