Joshua Tree

We went headlong into Joshua Tree, the four of us. Flower maps, Del Taco stops, cigarette butts, and Steel Kettle armed us through the hot desert air. This was a time when my voice was lost, that passionate pointing of your being. I worked my way through the weekend like the cursor unguided, drifting across the computer screen. And this was okay. We find things in the desert. Traces of the forgotten, colors blooming from endless rock and sand. Friendship and intimacy playing like the praying of folded hands, fingers of the landscape entwining with the fingers of man. It all seemed so untouched, we felt, as our own lives spilled out of us drip by drip across the fire, seeking new bonds and dropping old baggage, sparkling and crackling Into dark cool night. The all-revealing sun in our mornings set sweltering the space between our hairs, above our eyes, within our speech, making slick and dizzy our touching as we hiked, hopped, climbed, and perched unforgiving surfaces. Back now, after the drive, the plane, the park-and-ride, and now the office... my voice still fills a few feet from my body, though now I know it's still with me, naked, exposed and wanting as it was laid out over the natural scars of the wild desert. I heard it's call, I heard my name, and knew all that I was, and am, and will ever be.