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January 1, 2007

My list is long today.
But the voice says sleep --
Don't engage,
Don't create,
Don't make the bed --


Begone sunshine.

My mind falls to empty thought --
Is this dementia?
Will my mind curl up
     and sleep to death?

Will I follow my mother into the depths
     of lost thought and fabricated reality?

Will I know my husband
     when I see him again?

Will I even find him?


The depression lulls me back into myself
     dulling the memory of lost tomorrows,
          begun today,
               nine years ago.

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Date: 11/22/2010 11:58:00 AM
Many congrats on your feature this week Rgds Janette
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Date: 11/22/2010 11:31:00 AM
Congratulations on your well deserved poetry being featured this week Judith. Love,Carol
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Date: 4/7/2009 7:13:00 PM
all too familiar quandry! Wake! wake like Sleeping Beauty and Snow White! wake from the nightmare to the dream. Light & Love
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