January 1, 2007

My list is long today.
But the voice says sleep --
Don't engage,
Don't create,
Don't make the bed --

Sleep

Begone sunshine.

My mind falls to empty thought --
Is this dementia?
Will my mind curl up
     and sleep to death?

Will I follow my mother into the depths
     of lost thought and fabricated reality?

Will I know my husband
     when I see him again?

Will I even find him?

Sleep

The depression lulls me back into myself
     dulling the memory of lost tomorrows,
          begun today,
               nine years ago.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2007

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Fisher Avatar
November 22, 2010 at 11:58 AM
Many congrats on your feature this week Rgds Janette
Brown Avatar
November 22, 2010 at 11:31 AM
Congratulations on your well deserved poetry being featured this week Judith. Love,Carol
Guzzi Avatar
April 7, 2009 at 7:13 PM
all too familiar quandry! Wake! wake like Sleeping Beauty and Snow White! wake from the nightmare to the dream. Light & Love
Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace