I'Ve Shut You Out

You say yes. I yell no, silently, in my head; But I do not answer aloud. Whoever says come, makes me go. Whoever says now, slows my feet. Whoever says please, has no idea. I'll not do it, especially If I know it might please you. I have to have some control over my pathetic life. If you give me two choices, I silently laugh. Determined not to do either now. If you call it a house, I call it a home. If you try to make me, I will break you. I don't have anything to lose. You can't touch me. Because the monster already has. I barely hear your voice, whiny, and irritated. No idea what you're saying. I've already shut you out. My abject defiance is the only way to shut out the rage.