It's Me or Just You

Is it really me or the one that I hate Is it you what hurts or it's me that hurting u Always in fear Always in the escape It's my fault or am I loser I wanna lose me not you My feelings are waves & I'm drowning I know no ones comes but still why I'm waiting It's me out of mind or is it just you who make me crazy Look how pathetic I am Cause loving got no mind God made me believe we are one But why not our mind They say soulmate find each other But why me & you We find each other but not searching the true Loving got so pain but sometimes heals too Fun is that I don't know we healing or not I hate you but not more than me You are escape I wanna find but tragedy is that Escapes are never real They're just places we want to hide in But how they're fun , they're like what never gonna true I wanna loved by you but you only one that hurting I wanna be kind but u made me go crazy I'm the girl who always love the fairytale But now it's make me fear more that What if I'm just the villain that always lies in fairytale You're the sugar that always make my tooth decay But oh I love the sugar, they're sweetest thing I found You're colour of red that signs love But oh I'm too blind to see signs of danger Whenever it's hurts me I feel like to run But where should I You're the mama that always beating me But I can't leave Cause mama is the home I don't know , me is wrong or you But god made us and I like you We're the same but still different & We're so different but still same That's are things that attracting me But when the sunset nights are here I'm go blind and don't know where I'm searching for light for us but you're just sleeping I'm weeping all night but u're just snoring I'm asking questions to me & me just ignoring I like to be a sleeping beauty but what if I'm just a maleficent I wanna be loved I wanna be kind But something got me different I want to be different but still becoming the same I don't who is me, I'm forgetting me I'm forgetting me Empty things , empty mind but don't know what's the real thing suffocating me.... Are soulmate really find each other than where's mine Or if I already find him than why he choking me Or if I don't than why I'm unable to find other than you Sometimes I wanna dying & make u cry But I'm fear more that if you don't say goodbye I fear that I'm only one sad and can't be a Disney queen who punishing the one that choking her I don't wanna a masochist but it's the thing that makes you happy..... I fear you is me and me is you Or if is it true than who is really hurts Or is it just what I hate the most is I'm becoming...