It's Hard To Let Him Go

That's what it is; it's hard to let him go. I don't need anyone but me to understand that fact and my true feelings that only I know. Yes it's a life changing serious situation that started off like a dream with all the trimmings. No limits and no hesitations. I have taken the proper steps to do what needs to be done. I event sent you back my only source of fiance that you guaranteed me keeping the truck. Now I have no income. I am past the physical that's a fact. I love him more than he love's himself and even better. I love him as a friend. I should have never taken him back. The truth is we've been separated this time around for twelve years. Now look at me. Here I go yet again. Okay I know it's been back and forward this whole thing with he and me. I know I can't do this anymore. And I know I do deserve to be happy, blissful, and proud to be in love. Most of all to be stress free. It's about facing the truthful facts in life. Regardless of whatever else. It's all about survival and doing the right thing. Having peace in my life I realize that I must let him go.