Its Already Done

When I fall to my knees and beg for your grace in an attempt to atone for the wrongs that I've done I negate the crucifiction of your son While on my knees I laid my head to the ground searching for answers that couldn't be found So I raised my head to the heavens and screamed and cried till all the tears dried up and I was empty inside I wanted your presence I requested your grace yet still I felt alone abadoned displaced I had so many questions but none could tell the purpose for existing in this earthly hell Still I was roaming in search of your name but regardless of the place the message was the same Obey the commandments put your will to the test if you didn' t get it right you didn't try your best I began to despair and despair turned to hate a hate of all things in this unfortunate fate Well you led me to a place where I can finally see the abundance of love you've had towards me You were there from the beginning I now see you never left I validate this truth with every single breath That I take which you gave and so much more the light of your word I have come to adore For every prayer that I've prayed all I've needed for so long I am now reassured that it is already done