Insomnia, the Cause of My Pain

First, I thought it was nothing. "Just not tired" I'd tell myself. But truth be told, I'm tired all the time. I just cannot sleep. I try and try. Still can't sleep. "Take the pill" i tell myself. Still i can't sleep. So sleep deprived, that i become sick, not just mentally but physically. Just wish i could sleep. and get over this. :[