Insight of my story
He used to let me cut. I almost died in hospital and he left for his girlfriend who always came first. If cry so many tears im about to burst.
He tried to get rid of me aswell and my bro. My twin died and I sadly i survived. My mum became pregnant and if she didn’t get rid of it he said he’ll leave. She killed it before it was born it but he left anyway she was torn.
I lost the sibling that could have replaced my dead twin. They say forgive and forget but I’ll never forgive him.
He used to leave my alone when I was suicidal and come back to me bleeding or on the floor and he just chuck money at me and say it will be okay. So here’s a message to the light “im on my way”
I never had a place myself can call home, I have lived my life in the fear of being alone, but no need to feel sympathy for me right now or even ever because I’ve accepted that I’ll feel this way forever.
This isn’t my whole story but ask again and I’ll explain a little more, but you see my cuts were so deep my bones were sore. I remember the time that I was stuck to the floor and I couldn’t move, yes I overdosed, I can tell you death calls my name everyday and that’s the truth.
Copyright © Holly Robertshaw | Year Posted 2019