insecurity

Lost All of a sudden I know tomorrow comes And all the people therein I don't like the moments before sleep Where I fret out of nowhere As panic gives me unanswerable questions That I know only daylight will sort My hearts aches to be comforted To tell someone how scared of myself I am As every bit of me gets dashed away And I can't hear affirmations in those moments I awake to the same In stereo I hear all the things I've said Start to narrate a new story over the top Worth is an odd concept - self worth I'm blinded right now Ready to crawl away, afraid I'm unworthy Afraid anyone can take me or leave me Unutterably too much or too little Maybe not the daylight but the day will help It always passes