Inner Happiness

Take this weakness as a strength Stand aside let it breath Erupt its hurt Make sense of the grief I weep for me Lost in a whirlwind of pain The darkness alluring almost accepting Who needs light when the comfort is pitch black You seem astonished how can someone be this way And embrace it cuddle it Its all i have known for so many years The acceptance so fake The prognosis terminal Almost a died alive To say a change is needed Concrete to the core Admitting help is needed A simple gesture But when it becomes a goal Then my life has a reason I then will find my inner happiness.