In the Life

the day was harsh in reminding of
eternal imprisonment
(as the gates closed to my cage) …

 to tortured senses &
 a burning heart -

how i could end for Lack of Luck.

for once 
was done with modest keep (

in a cell-held putridness
were but assets of a pathetic man:

in one corner, a dirty, moldy rag
where I slept.
 
scattered about, bits of papers, a pen                                                                                    
for passing the time.
                                                                                   
in the middle, a rusty water can 
for the rainy weathers

&
running along the walls -
a glorified tap when the rains deserted me -
a pipe in corruption)
                                                                                        
the damn life if only I yet deserved!
having spent all: the rough twenty years
as should ever be allowed of such a man.
               
like i wasn’t penitent enough!
the cry equally ignored as the hunger in my eyes.

and in such moments after some others left - barely worthy,

was obvious that i was fated by my very own Lack of Luck,
my great crime without appeal.

today i tried to relax 
but pessimism invaded every aspect of my being   

&
i died slowly within,
seeking whatever pride was left in that cell - my hell on earth,
as a guard fed me stories from the outside,
vowing to forever keep in here my words.

how i was condemned

for Lack of Luck.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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